expectations
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
am i a perfectionist? is it wrong to just wanna deliver the best that you can? there's so many things in life that i knew i could have done better if i'd just put in that extra effort. to think. to reflect. to compare. to just do it. but why do i always feel deterred? at the end of the day i'm the devil. the fussypot. i know that i'm probably at fault too, being unable to communicate my expectations well, resulting in unnecessary frustration. damn it but can't people expect a little more outta themselves? it's tiring to keep explaining every step of the way. i'd rather do it on my own. that's why i'm in school still whilst all the others are gone. damn expectations.
