post exchange blues *freak*
Monday, August 07, 2006
4th day back in sunny old sg [way too sunny maybe?] still trying to aclimatise to the weather, surroundings, sounds, people. well missing the travelling life is part and parcel of this period i guess, that aside, it's probably more of the jumping straight back into the lives of my friends that makes it all the more..erm intentional and unnatural thus weird? it's funny how i never had such a problem..even after extended period of absence when we're in singapore, we seem to always be able to pick up right where we left off..but now..i actually sense that i have to make an extra effort to do so..just a lil..but enough to make me wonder if library level 4 will ever be home to me again. everyone says it's easy, i'm just freaking myself out. i hope so. really..? i think i hafta spend some time "touching my heart and ask myself".that aside, internship woes are really starting to escalate as i realised what a precarious position my travelling and idling have gotten myself into. *freak* just 1 year left, no impressive grades nor job experience to brag about. how? *freak*
