instant boyfriend mix
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
well last trip back from Frankfurt to Oestrich kinda got me into the reflective mooood..thought about the Instant Boyfriend Mix cora n i was dreaming of in prague..hee kinda came up with some nonsense (after a glass of apparently strong rose), so pardon the crap ok? =)Instant Boyfriend Mix
1 night of partying
1 set of nice party clothes
Tequila shots
Varied selection of alcohol
1 set of sexy dance moves
naked inhibition
Blend it together in a span of 4 hours
hee ok maybe "Instant Toyboy Mix" would be more relevant here..;p
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looking back..2.5 months of travelling reeally ain't much..what i took away from it? it's still pretty hard to say..but one thing's for sure..it kinda reminded me how everything was really within my means..joy and sadness, excitement and boredom, independency and reliance..hee i pretty much went through all phrases of it depending on my mood..a dangerous, profound and bewildering thing..and now..i just really wish someone will be there with me..probably thus the yearning of an instant bf mix (ibm? ;p)
the road home
a long dark one
the silent breeze
carass my skin
i shudder
and stop.
midway.
at your touch
your fingertips.
on mine.
a silent walk home
footsteps echo
cos you're there
next to me.
i don't know how
you read my mind
my heart alike
to kiss my cheeks
to hold me close
and melt my heart.
tears
of happiness.
perhaps
you are the one.
perhaps.
well nt very inspirational piece..think the alcohol's worn off..kinda forgot the aching yearning feeling again..hee maybe cora can help tian2 bu3 the missing parts we talked/fantasized about *hee*
think all these thoughts are surfacing time and again..especially now with the return approaching..having super mixed thoughts..i'm looking forward to the routine..somewhat..but is the routine still there? or is it gonna be just a faint shadow of the past? ben says it'll be all back to normal in a couple of days..will it? maybe i should have a back up plan if it doesn't..at least it'll distract disappointment.
i've come to a crossroad now
walking from 22 years of familiar sg soil
and 6 months of unpredictable fate
i have to choose now
to return to where i was
with possibly unfulfiled expectations
or
to walk the path of inconsistency
i'm sort of tired
i wanna lean
on someone to decide
but no one's there
i have to decide
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